7/04/08
trial exam coming in 10 days time...but i still feel like blank about everything tht have been taught...i also dunno hw am i suppose to face all dis...but da worse thing which cause me feel uncomfortable is tht my baby job..he's working in an environment which i worry and doesn't like..i dun like he to suffer even hw hard he work also i dun believe tht his boss will really look up on him...wat is dis man??? i feel is so unfair yet have sumone at the back who will backstack u from the back is da worse thing...anyway he doesn't wan to leave da company yet is all up to him...i also very stress and tired since i need to retake da history paper 3 which cause i have only 1 grade in the GCE exam cert. haihz everything seems so bad to me, but is still need to feel happy cause baby and me less argue and quarrel dis da only thing which let me feel happy...i noe he is stree wif his work but me too wif my studies!!! alot ppl told me tht studying A- LvL harder than studying in da University but izit true??? i feel each level will b harder if not y do they have University rite??? but anyway i need to try my best too coz i dunwan anybody who loves me will worry of me no matter hw hard i will still need to face it...it's juz a small thing than the future i have...i need to work hard for my future and baby future too i wan everything will b better in future so wat tht had suffered now is wortht than more...no matter hw hard to study and get into da University i still will need to success it it's my ambition to b a successful lawyer...dis sunday i'm having dinner wif his great grandma wat should i do when i c 'her' should i tok to her??? i doesn't like her but tht's great grandma birthday is impossible i will do tht since i'm not 'she' anyway everything will sure b ok came to the place...haihz feel so tired i had tried my best to support all dis days and find new job for baby but he declined it coz he wan to noe wat's da real probs tht his boss doesn't wan to raise his salary??? i dunno wat should i say but v had an agreement which say tht if he could get a phrasing from his boss after dis month i will need to treat him a meal if not he will need to treat me a meal...hahahahaha looking forward for da Pizza Hut!!!! yummy!!!
Monday, April 7, 2008
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
missing u...
02/04/2008
today as usual i went to coll..but unusual coz i got headache for da whole day..today i felt everything felt so bad to me...da place where i work it happen tht less of monry in da drawer den our supervisior think tht is either me or my other partner who work wif me last nite took da money...but actually everything came to and end coz of da probs of the machine..a stupid machine cause ppl got suspected by ppl.. and v could c tht hw much does ur employer trust u...actually i dun not worry at all coz i trust tht if u dun do everything will b crystal clear by 1 day so v do not need to worry.. if it's unfair wat for v still need LAW so i believe tht LAW is fair and square therefore i choose to study LAW...i trust da principle...but today baby start his work in panasonic and gonna continue work 4 1 month there and everyday he need to work overtime but still got ppl hu like to criticise him...i really hate dis kind of ppl, dis kind of ppl even a little help also shouldn't get from me cause is worthless to help such a person....stupid, useless ppl...stupid ppl work so hard still wan to say so much...den da stupid boss too likes to cut employee's EPF now gud ur turn had come got tax is better got a bigger amount i will feel more satisfy...dis type of ppl should b sentence to prison for at least 3 years and above to show him some teaching....if dis day come i really felt happy....and another useless is da manager whom alwiz think he's da best if u r da best u will b da boss no longer a manager...think u knew everything , wat u can't done it nicely still need baby to covered useless....
but i missing baby more since he have to work there for so long and everyday also have ot he can't find me and fetch me after work...but's still ok v still can met on weekends....i miss u alot baby muakz muakz muakz muakz muakz muakz muakz muakz
today as usual i went to coll..but unusual coz i got headache for da whole day..today i felt everything felt so bad to me...da place where i work it happen tht less of monry in da drawer den our supervisior think tht is either me or my other partner who work wif me last nite took da money...but actually everything came to and end coz of da probs of the machine..a stupid machine cause ppl got suspected by ppl.. and v could c tht hw much does ur employer trust u...actually i dun not worry at all coz i trust tht if u dun do everything will b crystal clear by 1 day so v do not need to worry.. if it's unfair wat for v still need LAW so i believe tht LAW is fair and square therefore i choose to study LAW...i trust da principle...but today baby start his work in panasonic and gonna continue work 4 1 month there and everyday he need to work overtime but still got ppl hu like to criticise him...i really hate dis kind of ppl, dis kind of ppl even a little help also shouldn't get from me cause is worthless to help such a person....stupid, useless ppl...stupid ppl work so hard still wan to say so much...den da stupid boss too likes to cut employee's EPF now gud ur turn had come got tax is better got a bigger amount i will feel more satisfy...dis type of ppl should b sentence to prison for at least 3 years and above to show him some teaching....if dis day come i really felt happy....and another useless is da manager whom alwiz think he's da best if u r da best u will b da boss no longer a manager...think u knew everything , wat u can't done it nicely still need baby to covered useless....
but i missing baby more since he have to work there for so long and everyday also have ot he can't find me and fetch me after work...but's still ok v still can met on weekends....i miss u alot baby muakz muakz muakz muakz muakz muakz muakz muakz
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