Sunday, March 30, 2008

with his family...

30/03/2008

today early in da morning i wake up ad..prepare to go eat breakfast wif his grandma , grandpa and mom...as usual v ate dim sum, but today v r rushing because v need to go clean up the cemetery of his gred grandparents...after finish our breakfast went back to fetch his uncle den v on our journey...it was really hot since tht no umbrella and cap...hw stupid am i hahahah forget to prepare those thing...but it's still ok but it's a long queue to go in to clean the cemetery and pray since ' ching ming' is coming therefore alot of ppls...but the worse thing is not enuf parking so his uncle have to park preety far, i wake till gonna fainted can u expected walking under the sun without cap and umbrella...den my leg got hurt summore since i accidentally kick sum stone there....stupid dum dum!!!! den when v on da way back it was jammed also i had enuf of jam...haihz...but anyway everything still fine...den his grandma told his mom and him tht dis coming 13 of april his gred grandma birthday so asking them to go...den he say tht his grandma ask me along too since she said it in front of me...i feel pretty happy too since his grandma wan me to go...hehehehe

Friday, March 28, 2008

moderate mood!!!

28/03/2008
today i when to da B&A department for registered my subjects...they ask me for da RM250 penalty which cause from the late payment i had paid...but it seems tht wasn't my fault it was their policy probs..heheh da stupid woman ask me tht did i read the Bursary Policy properly but i dun have it se\ince the beggining of the college...so they can't charge me for the penalty, however i do need to b more carefull since they won feel nice tht i had cause KDU to loose up their RM250 outstanding fee!!!!heheeheheh feel so happy since the RM250 dun not need pay for ntg d...but it wasn't a happy day for me too...since v started t argue we had never stopped it for so long...it seems like v having a 'cold war' not into a 'hot war' yet but i think might be soon?? since long term of arguing will cause annoying and uncomfortable!!! but i think tht i had used to it since most of my relationship go thru dis kind of stage...but still i have hard feeling for it!!! i do think tht maybe i'm not the perfect wan but i not tht bad rite??? y there r ppl still feel not satisfied??? am i tht bad??? all my ex use to say they broke out wif me coz of my attitude wat's wrong wif me??? they r perfect, no worng no spoilt , no tear??? i did so many things juz to make u happy...but wat did u do to make me happy??? asking me question which i told u i doesn't like to answer...i hate answering question which involve with ur family...they dun think of u y muz u think of them??? wat ppl wan to say is their probs...like u say i wouldn't like also if it's happen to me is cause i feel tht my parents are not suppose to treat like dis...but in my opinion she not suppose to get anything from u even a 'care' word!!u care of her did she care of u?? when u r in troublesome who by urside??? but still ur family is more important!!! hw many times did v argue for dis?? i had tired of argue wif u of dis..if u dun tok about dis prob i think v won't alwiz quarrel for ntg...and i won't b so upset too...anyway everything wasn't in our hand is still fade which we could say tht control it....

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

moody day!!

26/03/2008
today everything seems to be not smooth for me...1st thing is da school fees coz of late payment they charge me for RM250 wat type of law is dis?? i hate it...i dun dare to ask money from my dad anymore i noe he work very hard for my education but where can i get da money is such a big sum money...who can tel me wat can i do?? today he told me tht his mom want him to look after his sisters than fetching me after work...it's had cause i feel unhappy yet add up with the fees probs.. but tht's wasn't end of my moody day however today he didn't come to fetch me too coz have to accompany his boss and others for dinner and discussing about working things...but does discussing working elements need to b in a pub or karaoke??? i dun understand??? i feel so uncomfortable does dis mean i dun love him anymore?? but all dis while i never think of all dis b4 even though he told me tht he goin for drink wif his boss...but nowadays y do i so sensitive to all dis??? wat happen to me??? i really dunno...who could answer for me?? should i trust him but beside tht wat else can i do??? he promise me won drink no matter how but today he broke his promise and when reach home straight away have a nap and make me felt worried and sad, when i need him where was he??? when i crying where was he?? i feel there's lot changes between us last time when he c i cried he will feel sad but nowadays i cried will juz make him feel uncomfortable and hate me more...but if wasn't wat guys did gals will not drop their tears, gals tears is so precious but guys will never appreciate the value of the tears of the gal..the more tears da gals drop means she love him more...but each day by each day more tears she had drop she will b more turf than before....day pass by day she will feel she won't need the guy anymore...y does guy r like this??? can't guys appreciate wat ther gf give them??? is so precious to have sum1 love u wif all her hearts which without any conditions...

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

cooking dinner...yummy!!!

25/03/2008
it almost being my usual habit tht nowadays will write down everything tht happen everyday..i do think tht if one day i leave this world at least there r still memories tht will left behind..today as usual i working as a part - timer he came at fetch me as usual..but cause of not much money tht leave for us so i decided to cook for our dinner tonite..so before i went working i have cook and put in da Tupperware to wait for him and have our romantic dinner..no matter where i eat with him i will still feel happy...because i could see him even though is juz a few hour or not even an hour as long he had been beside me i will b satisfied..today v did argue in da morning but i do think tht is juz a normal thing if no argument means tht not much understanding about each other...but i feel so unhappy when i noe tht his fren having a wedding dinner but most of his fren not bringing their gf along..i feel tht if is a wedding party of coz ur gf will also go along coz is ur partner...but wat guys think is really different from gals...i really wonder y their thinking can't b like us???? however, at last he still told me tht he will not go cause he don't wan me to worry of him tht goin home late and all other things.. i feel so warm n sweet tht he know tht i worry about his safety...since tht tomorrow he still need to work of coz i dunwan him to b tht tired & don't have enuf of energy to work...although i have been with him for 1 1/2 years but i still feel tht there r distance between us coz sumtimes wat does he think is wasn't wat i think??? i dun like to think everything in complex but to him everything i think also are complex although he did say words tht hurt me...but i still forgive him cause no 1 is perfect and i believe tht i did do tht b4 to him so, he could forgive me y not me??? anywhere i still feel happy cause he did finish the dinner tht i prepare..feel so warm and sweet tht c sum1 tht u love eat all da food tht u cook!!!!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Butterworth trip 2008

21/03/2008

v went to penang again but this time was because of working not playing..it was a rush journey but i do enjoy it coz no matter where i go as long u are along i am happy with it..but it was tiring too coz after the trip in butterworth v need to rush to taiping and v start our journey back at 8 sumthing to 9..v stop at Ipoh to have our dinner and v continue to drove back..baby was tiring so pity of him but still he had to rush back coz of me...i feel so bad coz of me he so tired..but the most stupid ppl is da 'useless boss of him' rushing back all late nite and didn't even ask the worker to spend a nite in taiping or penang it was really ridiculous of asking the worker to drove back lately stupid...wat type of boss stingy shit!!!!! i hate him so much..coz my baby so san fu...useless man..but still i feel happy coz i could by ur side baby all da while when u need me.. i love u so much muakz muakz muakz

penang trip(2)

18/12/2008

the 2nd day in penang..after have our deep sleep we had our refreshment done and went out to eat in da nearby hawker stalls the things here was cheap wasn't like the Gurney hawker stalls..then we continue our walk to the nearest shopping center which was the Prangin Mall there was big and i did bought alot of stuff too...den v have our lunch in a restaurant some kind like Wong Kok char chan teng here..the foods expensive too coz is in shopping center..all of sudden raining heavily v have to took taxi back to hotel...it's juz a u-turn and cost 6 ringgit..it's so expensive but no choice..tht nite v have our dinner with our frenz in penang and he brought us to go around in the penang..v did went out to the penang hill and it's cooling but dangerous coz it was late nite..v went back to hotel at 2 in da morning...









19/12/2008

the 3rd day in penang today as usual v wake up early after refreshment v took our map and walking to the destination which v wanted to go...our destination is the Burmese and Thai temple den to Gurney Plaza..v walked all the way to Eastern and Oriental Hotel and took taxi to the temple and it cost us 10 ringgit..is still fair coz it was 20 minutes journey to there..when v reach there it was really hot..although there are argument but v still end up ok coz of v have to continue goin after the destination in temple..there took us an hour for 1 temple coz alot of ppl doin praying and is quite stuffy too so v have to wait..and v walked to Gurney Plaza it tooks 15 minutes of walking and is under the hot sun summore...but when v reach Gurney Plaza v had our lunch there..one bowl of noodles it cost 5 ringgit omg is so expensive...hahaha but is still ok v bought lots of things also..but guess raining again...no choice taxi back to hotel is still same 10 ringgit...that nite v have dinner and yam cha with all our frenz which stay in penang...it was great..having time with u is always great..no pressure only joy..









20/12/2008

today is the last day v in penang as usual wake up and after refreshment v went to have our breakfast..today our frenz wanna send us to the bus station but is still early so v went to buy some souvenirs back to KL...v bought 4 boxes of "tambun cookies" and few packets of other things..v waited long time there too coz of alot of ppls waiting for da cookies and paying money too..after tht v went to Queensbay Mall near to the bus station here v bought things again..dear bought a pair of shoe and i bought a pair of cloths for my little bro...it was sale so alot of ppl and v missed our bus...so is ok v bought the 7.30 pm ticket so v went to our frenz hse to eat dinner den plant to go to the bus station but v missed the bus too coz jam and raining...so v took da 8.30 bus back and reach KL around 12.30 in da morning and reach home at 1 sumthings..at 1st i was quite piss off but after deep thinking i found is not all of ur wrong dear so i can't juz blame u..so sorry of showing u face...so it was the end of our journey to penang..

penang trip 2007

17/12/2007

time in penang passes so fast..i remember we went there by bus on da morning of monday..v waited in da Pudu bus stop for 2 hours..the bus was delayed coz of some problems..but v still reach there at 3 sumthing afternoon v went all around to search for our hotel..coz 1st time been there so v had been lost in da penang town (george town) but at last v found also the hotel by the help of the policemen..v check in and have a rest in da hotel after tht v bought 2 burgers to eat while waiting for our friend whom stay in penang..he came around 9 sumthing and brought us to the hawker center in Gurney..the things there are not cheap too..is almost da similar with KL..

cny 2008



2008 cny is da most enjoyable and unforgettable cny for me...dear did follow me back to my hometown with flight we went back together and came back together..it was a wonderful trip althought is juz a few days but v feel really happy..we went to beach, shopping, walking around and lots more...v had alots of fun there..thanx for spending time with me dear..i hope that u will willing to go back with me again...