25/03/2008
it almost being my usual habit tht nowadays will write down everything tht happen everyday..i do think tht if one day i leave this world at least there r still memories tht will left behind..today as usual i working as a part - timer he came at fetch me as usual..but cause of not much money tht leave for us so i decided to cook for our dinner tonite..so before i went working i have cook and put in da Tupperware to wait for him and have our romantic dinner..no matter where i eat with him i will still feel happy...because i could see him even though is juz a few hour or not even an hour as long he had been beside me i will b satisfied..today v did argue in da morning but i do think tht is juz a normal thing if no argument means tht not much understanding about each other...but i feel so unhappy when i noe tht his fren having a wedding dinner but most of his fren not bringing their gf along..i feel tht if is a wedding party of coz ur gf will also go along coz is ur partner...but wat guys think is really different from gals...i really wonder y their thinking can't b like us???? however, at last he still told me tht he will not go cause he don't wan me to worry of him tht goin home late and all other things.. i feel so warm n sweet tht he know tht i worry about his safety...since tht tomorrow he still need to work of coz i dunwan him to b tht tired & don't have enuf of energy to work...although i have been with him for 1 1/2 years but i still feel tht there r distance between us coz sumtimes wat does he think is wasn't wat i think??? i dun like to think everything in complex but to him everything i think also are complex although he did say words tht hurt me...but i still forgive him cause no 1 is perfect and i believe tht i did do tht b4 to him so, he could forgive me y not me??? anywhere i still feel happy cause he did finish the dinner tht i prepare..feel so warm and sweet tht c sum1 tht u love eat all da food tht u cook!!!!
